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Baywood
02:53
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Dropped out of college at the age of 19
I thought this shit ain't for me
Just gotta get up and leave
Thought to myself, I wasn't getting anywhere
I simply just didn't care
The spark had died out, I feared
Wherever you go
I just want you to know
I'll be there when you come back home
Lost sight of self when I was only 15
I started smoking some weed
I didn't feel as empty
My mom was sad
My dad fell right down on the floor
Got right back up to go pour
Yeah, that's my old man for sure
Wherever you go
I just want you to know
I'll be there when you come back home
I'll be there so you're not alone
Wait and see
Everything is coming 'round
I can finally breathe
With my feet down on the ground
Turns out that everything isn't what it seems
Drove myself crazy at the age of 13
Here came the anxiety
As if I knew what that would mean
Now I'm 24
And passing right out on the floor
Get right back up to go pour
I'm like my old man for sure
Wherever you go
I just want you to know
I'll be there when you come back home
I'll be there so you're not alone
Wait and see
Everything is coming 'round
I can finally breathe
With my feet down on the ground
Turns out that everything isn't what it seems
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2. |
Lamdan Lane
02:49
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I won't die for your greed
Love loss at irrational speed
My words seem to bring you no cheer
So much pain and so many tears
Sometimes I crumble and fall
Not knowing what's wrong at all
I close my eyes, I try to be strong
But my words seem to come out wrong
I found myself alone again, its been years since I've been here
I found myself alone again, but this time I won't shed no tears
Some words have been tainted with lies
But baby that's just how you get by
My brain can be so hard to tame
But maybe I'm not the one to blame
Such a crime to tell you what's wrong (tell you what's wrong)
Though you tell me that I got to be strong (got to be strong)
I promise that I'll listen to you
If you promise you will tell me the truth
I found myself alone again, back down on Lamdan lane
I found myself alone again, but this time I won't feel no pain
I won't die for your greed
Love loss at irrational speed
My words seem to bring you no cheer
So much pain and so many tears
Such a crime to tell you what's wrong (tell you what's wrong)
Though you tell me that I got to be strong (got to be strong)
I promise that I'll listen to you
If you promise you will tell me the truth
I found myself alone again, its been years since I've been here
I found myself alone again, but this time I wont shed no tears
I found myself alone again, back down on Lamdan lane
I found myself alone again, but this time I won't feel no pain
Oh this time I won't feel no shame
Oh this time I won't feel no pain
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3. |
Bum
02:38
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Rolled outta bed and made some coffee this morning
I smoked a little bit of grass just to get myself going
And I, I don't think I'm doing anything today
THC and Vyvanse, well it evens me out
And half the time, I don't know what you're talking about
I don't think I'm gonna give a shit today
Today
I guess I'm just another bum
I'll never be anyone
I'm just another fuckin' bum
I'm gonna have me some fun
They said that I could do whatever
Although my grades never showed that
I'm just a silly daydreamer
My head is up in the clouds
And now I'm drinking liquor
A house show in Toms River
I'm feeling good, I'm feeling fine
I'm down to lose my mind
I guess I'm just another bum
I'll never be anyone
I'm just another fuckin' bum
I'm gonna have me some fun
You gotta do what you want
Do what you need
But do it independently
Do what you gotta
Even if it makes you drown
These miserable motherfuckers in town
Will try to bring you down
But this time, they got to me
I guess I'm just another bum
I'll never be anyone
I'm just another fuckin' bum
I'm gonna have me some fun
You gotta do what you want
Do what you need
But do it independently
Do what you gotta
Even if it makes you drown
These miserable motherfuckers in town
Will try to bring you down
But this time, they got to me
I guess I'm just another bum
I'll never be anyone
I'm just another fuckin' bum
I'm gonna have me some fun
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4. |
Come Back Around
03:00
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Well that sunlight rollin that air feels 75
I barely made it out of this alive
The grease roller, midnight strollers coughed up to the man
Stranded in this lonely old town and I was stiff armed by my friends
Well that breeze came through at a minor 65
Forgot my faults and all the reasons why
I let love lock me in a corner with no reflection of myself
I must admit I've always laid my love out on a shelf
I let it roll, you let it slide
I don't wanna go out tonight
I wanna ride on my bike
Till the mornin light
Well I was sitting downtown waiting for my buzz to come back around
Well I was sitting downtown waiting for my buzz to come back around
Well that street light cut through the night like the edge of a knife
Hard to make class when you're fearing for your life
This town, sound, talk about lame its time for a stride in sound
My bag got a hole now all my love is sprawled out on the ground
I let it roll, you let it slide
I don't wanna go out tonight
I wanna ride on my bike
Till the mornin light
I let it roll, you let it slide
I don't wanna go out tonight
I wanna ride on my bike
Till the mornin light
Well I was sitting downtown waiting for my buzz to come back around
Well I was sitting downtown waiting for my buzz to come back around
Well I was sitting downtown waiting for my buzz to come back around
Well I was sitting downtown waiting for my buzz to come back around
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5. |
Manhattan
03:40
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I wanna wake up next to you in the morning
I wanna play you songs that I wrote
The ones that you haven't heard yet
The way you look at me as you start to undress
And as you're dancing, it's like you're spinning round in my head
Dressed up in the heart of manhattan
Hanging out all over town
So many things I wanna tell you
But I don't know how
And I'm freaking out
The summer is over
You're back at school
You're not too far but far enough
And I feel so blue
Won't you be with me tonight?
Yeah I need you here tonight
Cause you know I'd be there for you
Just like you are too
Dressed up in the heart of manhattan
Hanging out all over town
So many things I wanna tell you
But I don't know how
And I'm freaking out
You make me feel
Yeah you know you make me feel so good
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6. |
Afterglow
03:12
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My mouth is filled with blood
From all the words that I can't bring myself to say
Throw them in the ocean
Watch the tide wash them away
At least I can talk now
The glare of morning light shines through my window
And it gets me so depressed
When I wake up, you're not there
And I still crave your love and sex
And my bed's still so damn cold on your side in the end
Forget all the different ways that some folks live
And what they're saying
Keep mind that it's your life
Sometimes it's wise to slow it down
Just to collect yourself
Take back all the good times and the memories we've made
Throw it in the fire
Watch it all go up in flames
Well, at least I'm sane now
I've been waiting for the stars to shine
I've been waiting for someone like you in my life
But you always knew how to leave me high and dry
I've been waiting for the stars to shine
I've been waiting for someone like you in my life
But you always knew how to leave me high and dry
I've been waiting for the stars to shine
I've been waiting for someone like you in my life
But you always knew how to leave me high and dry
I've been waiting for the stars to shine
I've been waiting for someone like you in my life
But you always knew how to leave me high and dry
High and dry
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7. |
Bound to Me
01:34
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Anxiety is starting to wear down on me
Its taking its toll and making it hard to see
What's best for me and not stuck in a cloud
Tired of the same old shit that keeps on dragging me down
Its bound to me with no strings can't you see
I can't get around
With these chains i'm bound
I won't sit around, you'll see, you'll see
I can't get around
With these chains i'm bound
I won't sit around, you'll see, you'll see
Unshakable with a pen in my hand
Defiant through the vibrations of my amp
This sound system that'll cut you right down
Music is my savior and its where i'm bound
Its bound to me with no strings can't you see
Its bound to me with no strings
I can't get around
With these chains i'm bound
I won't sit around, you'll see , you'll see
I can't get around
With these chains i'm bound
I won't sit around, you'll see, you'll see
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8. |
GFY
01:07
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I see you around and it makes me sick
You're a son of a bitch and your head's so thick
Can't wait for the day you take the piss
You're another kook and you look like shit
GFY
Fucking die
GFY
Don't need you in my
GFY
Fucking die
GFY
Don't need you in my life
You've always got something to say
When you think about it
No one gives a fuck anyway
Yeah, you'll end up lonely
You'll never find somebody to call your one and only
GFY
Fucking die
GFY
Don't need you in my
GFY
Fucking die
GFY
Don't need you in my life
I don't like you anymore
In my head, I get so bored
I can't stand you anymore
So please fuck off
GFY
Fucking die
GFY
Don't need you in my
GFY
Fucking die
GFY
Don't need you in my life
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9. |
Strung Out
03:07
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I said I'd stop using again
This is the last time
It's a burning hole in my head
But I feel fine
It's been a real slow morning
Get myself out of bed
Get up and hit full throttle
Fucking do it again
Yeah, I'm so strung out
And I ain't leaving home
Yeah, I'm so strung out
Just wanna be alone
The medication's pointless
I already fucking lost it
Always feeling nothing
Forever fucking haunted
Oh, you and me
We're not one in the same
This life of tricks and all my personal ticks
Man, it's something that I can't fucking fix
Yeah, I'm so strung out
And I ain't leaving home
Yeah, I'm so strung out
Just wanna be alone
Can't live the life I want
Can't do the things I want to do
What's the use?
Always beating up my head
I can't get out of bed
What's it gonna take to ignite the fuse?
There is no use
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10. |
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I don't really wanna stop drinking
Don't wanna sort out of my life
Don't wanna be hugging the bowl at the midnight hour
Just to cope with my damn mind
I don't really wanna talk to you
Just wanna get real high
I'm understated, so frustrated
I'm wasting all my time
You say you need some space from me
I've been so unkind
I self isolate, counting down days
And I can't tell you why
I know your back's against the wall
But will you be there when I fall?
This is so unfair to you
Maybe I just need a little space to breathe
Just so I could see more clearly
I don't really wanna stop smoking
One day at a time
Don't wanna be coughing a lung in the early morning
Fuck, it makes me wanna die
Just wanna be healthy
Just wanna feel right
I'm tired of feeling so damn empty
It's something I can't fight
I know your back's against the wall
But will you be there when I fall?
This is so unfair to you
Maybe I just need a little space to breathe
Just so I could see more clearly
I don't really wanna stop drinking
Don't wanna sort out of my life
Don't wanna be hugging the bowl at the midnight hour
Just to cope with my damn mind
I don't really wanna talk to you
Just wanna get real high
I'm understated, so frustrated
Fuck, it makes me wanna die
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